hi people, things has really gone bad... i don't really know what is going well and even if i did, i probably would not be of much help.things are already getting worse. this is bad. i hope everything would be alright after some time(: as people say.."time heals" sometimes i belief in this... but sometimes, it does'nt always work out. but in such situation, i hall trust that it does hapen(: ok.. lets drop this matter. school has been fun these few days... actually not really at time.as usual, friday.. sucks.. i hate the fact that its end of the week already. its too soon. i love going to school. its so much fun. its so boring at home.. no one to play with, computer... nothing much, ran out of books to read, unless u want me to read textbooks, tv, i hate watching tv, i usually fall asleep, homework, i don't even want to think of it, so wat do i do.. i seriously have no idea.ok... english teacher introduced us to a heavy metalband in japan.and their songs are all just too great! but they already isbande. tats so sad. but anyway, the band name is X japan. go to this link and listen to their famous song..."forever love" http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zl8EyJZRFGM this is a very emotional song. it has a great meaning behind...check it out!do listen to some other of their songs! its really loud and noisy... so if u are interested in those rock and heavy metal band, go try this band((: